These four poems are all by Nickla Heudier. Much of Nickla’s poetry is written in what I call the mystical style. Her four poems included here are additionally included in a post titled “Mystical Poetry” which appears in the “Spirituality in Daily Life” category. You might find that post helpful in enjoying Nickla’s poetry as well as the other mystical poetry presented in that post. It is easily accessed from the Alphabetical Index of posts on our home page.
Your Endless Desire
By Nickla Heudier: Texas, Circa 2020 CE
in innocence
i love You,
no need,
no want,
no desire,
only You,
here,
right now,
in this quiet space, to share
the same peace with You
is all i ask,
all i need.
Your fullness in me
is the beginning of a life
I had not imagined.
Perfecting me is
Your endless desire
giving me
a freedom to explore,
to shift, to change,
to finally be me,
so free, so loved!
The woman I knew is gone.
She is transmuted, elevated
into something divine.
Mother God’s Closeness
By Nickla Heudier: Texas, Circa 2020 CE
Our first meeting shook the foundations
of my whole life.
In a group filled with lovers of Mother God,
we meditated. At a deep point within me,
I went somewhere else….
I stood in a large theater with heavy
red velvet curtains. I thought, “What am
I readying myself for?”
“Is it about a past life as a boy and my
death in Leningrad during the German
Invasion of 1942? No.”
I started walking down the long isle, and then
it came to me. It was about my tender heart
as a child growing up in silent pain.
The curtains parted and there SHE was,
a deep-red etheric heart floating in mid-air.
It was Her. It was Mother Divine!
Inside me I said, “O Mother, thank-you!”
I gave Her all my pain, and She embraced me
a long while. It was a divine experience
of loving beyond all human loving!
From that day on,
a part of HER lives in me.
Struggling Towards God
By Nickla Heudier: Texas, Circa 2020 CE
How my heart adores You,
Mother-Father God
Such strength and tenderness
reside in You.
I have just been introduced to
to You both who are One.
YOU come to embrace me,
your newest adherent.
I, a peon, have been given
gift after gift of love.
Words are fragile things
in my rough hands.
May I always be true
to You, Mother-Father.
May You always
be proud of me,
living a life struggling
towards perfection.
Vision and Purpose
By Nickla Heudier: Texas, Circa 2020 CE
I heard You, so clearly
that first night when You woke me up.
You said to me, “I am here child,
I have loved you forever.
Rise and walk with me.”
From that night forward,
I have lived like never before
with clarity of vision and purpose,
Your words pouring from me.
How could I know
I would write such words?
It felt like water coming forth
from a desert spring.
Memories of lifetimes lived and
rose in me. All glory goes to You,
my Beloved Mother-Father God.
I shook away the dreamlife
I was living. Now I am walking
with You every day, embraced by
Your eternal sunshine.
